I’m tired of the same old shit in the beginning I wanted no part of it. I tried convincing myself I didn’t care at all, but everyday I cared about you more and more. Now it’s too late… & when I know you still love her it breaks my fucking heart. How could you go back and forth, I see I was used just for the hookup. But I’m stupid and thought it was more. For almost the past month you’ve managed to make me so happy and such a wreck. I don’t know what it is with you and I never will. All I wanna know is what I did to deserve this. I’m completely breaking. I just can’t do this..